Melancholic
I'm floating in the galaxy and I've lost my mothership It's hard to breathe can somebody flip the switch Cause it's too dark to see I fear I'm losing me and to be honest, it's getting lonely I've got nothing to hold on to Cause I'm out here without you Not that I need you but I just want to see you because maybe I miss you a little bit. It's me against the melancholic I planned this out. I was trying to be an optimist about it. It didn't look like this in my head, in my head. All I can think about is my bed, is my bed. We're in the relevance.
I could fall asleep if you were next to me Let's get lost in my dreams or somewhere in the galaxy. Flip the switch. Push the buttons. Fly this ship I know you're all in.
i make music. bad music but at least i try. anyway in light of certain recent events, I thought that half the human population needed some clarification on relationships... yeah. also screw labels.
here's a pretty basic/boring piano soundscape to accompany my musings :) https://soundcloud.com/570rmxiii/every-scar-tells-a-story Lately I've been fascinated by scars. Each scar is uniquely yours and symbolizes a time when you were stronger than whatever challenged you. Your skin grew back tougher, thicker- marking you as braver than before. Scars are second chances and also an insight into the human who bears them. Chances are you remember the stories behind yours because they've made you who you are. So tell me, what are the best stories your scars tell?
There is way too much to be done these days. Stupid shit like studying which for some reason takes like 987764652x as much time and effort for me than any other human. And on top of that I'm lazy. So my only time left is pretty much reserved for sleeping and complaining how busy I am, kind of like I'm doing now.
I came across some new music the other day and for some reason really connected with it. Surprisingly it's borderline classical, but the lack of lyrics frees your mind to wander and by the end of it you've scripted the next Citizen Kane and feel like you're on NZT from Limitless. Since I usually only ever blog about my own stuff, I thought this by Einaudi deserved a shoutout: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zq1hPXJPtto See if it does for you what it did for me.
Aaaand there it is. https://soundcloud.com/570rm/atmospheric Don't tell me you didn't see that one coming :)
XXX Storm
I can keep this really short, there are only two things to say: 1) The song I mentioned in the last post didn't turn out. (Although that doesn't mean I won't keep working on it and trying to make it...) but 2) Instead, something I had saved in the notes on my phone with just a bassline in mind did! So here's that: https://soundcloud.com/570rm/am-dont-talk-about-it XXX storm
I actually uploaded something!! It's kinda cool even though it's really bad because I kept the video of me playing it attached to the final, edited sound... if that makes any sense. Or, you could just go watch it: https://vimeo.com/56136170 Just make sure you listen with speakers or headphones with nice bass- trust me, it matters.
So hopefully I'll keep doing stuff since I have a couple weeks off. I'm working on something else that might turn out- or might not, depending :) Until then, maybe you'll actually like this?
and here's the soundcloud link: https://soundcloud.com/570rm/lester
So here I am. 1:33 am and more awake than I've quite possibly ever felt before. I guess I didn't know exactly how it would feel, despite all the hours I laid awake imagining it. I finally completed a song, recorded it, edited it, uploaded it, and amazingly, still liked it. Obviously it's not perfect, because my voice cracks at 2:55 and the "blinded by your arrogance" doesn't fit like I'd planned, but it's done. And so, even if you normally see naive, teenage DIY musicians trying to get people to listen to their stuff and are indifferent or slightly annoyed, I'm really, really sorry but it would mean the world if you commented. http://soundcloud.com/570rm/this-used-to-be-the-future
XXX storm